Shadows of the past, p.17
Shadows of the Past, page 17
part #1 of Echoes of Camano Island Series
Nikki passed a slice of pie to Paul, their fingers brushing briefly as they shared an intimate look.
“Get a room, you two,” Amy teased, eliciting chuckles around the picnic blanket.
“We’re married; we can do whatever we want to,” Nikki sassed before pulling Paul to her and fitting her lips to his.
A round of cheers went up this time. Blake felt Ken’s eyes on her but kept her head down for fear of what she would see there and how it would affect her. Instead, she looked over at her daughter, who seemed to be in an intense conversation with David. Her brows drew together in concern.
She followed her daughter, who rose abruptly and walked toward the water. “Hi.”
Ivy looked over her shoulder at her. Something was definitely wrong. “Hi, Mom.” She managed to smile.
Blake came to a stop by her side before throwing her hand over her shoulder and drawing her closer to her side. The two stood there without saying anything for a long time. Blake hoped her daughter knew she could talk to her about whatever it was that was bothering her.
“I have something to tell you,” Ivy whispered.
“Okay,” Blake replied simply.
“David and I are dating.” Ivy glanced at her mother and gauged her reaction.
“He seems like a nice young man,” was all Blake said before Ivy was wrapping her arms around her waist and burying her face in her chest. Blake hugged her daughter back. They returned to the others a few minutes later.
“Hey,” Ken said with an inviting smile when she sat beside him. “Feel like taking a walk along the shoreline with me?”
Blake's heart skipped a beat, but she masked it with a casual nod. “Sure, that sounds nice.”
As they strolled side by side, the beach’s laughter faded, replaced by the rhythmic song of the ocean. The distance between them shrank with each step they took until their hands brushed. Ken's fingers tentatively sought hers, and they interlaced with a gentle ease.
"Is this okay?" Ken's voice was soft against the soundtrack of the sea.
Blake glanced at their joined hands and felt a warm flutter in her chest. “It's okay,” she confirmed, her voice a mere whisper carried away by the wind.
For a while, they walked in a comfortable silence, letting the tranquility of the beach envelop them. Blake broke the peaceful quietude, her words flowing out with the tide's rhythm. “I told my therapist about us, and she says I need to take things slow. And I agree... but I have to confess, there's no one else I'd rather be walking with right now.”
Ken turned to her, his grin spreading like the first rays of dawn. “That means the world to me, Blake, because I feel the same way.”
His gaze held a promise, a silent vow not to rush her healing. And in that moment, Blake allowed herself to bask in the warmth of a budding connection, fragile yet filled with potential. They shared a gentle kiss.
Chapter Twenty-Four
“Hi, sweetie. It’s your mom,” Sarah cooed at her one-month-old as she steadily walked back and forth with the little bundle of joy in her arms. “Guess what?” she continued excitedly.
Ruth’s delicate eyelids fluttered, revealing the same captivating pale-blue eyes as her father. She was still so tiny—so fragile but strong. She had been off the respirator for about two days, breathing on her own. Sarah couldn't help but smile as she leaned in to place a loving kiss on Ruth's forehead, feeling an overwhelming rush of love and protectiveness.
“You get to go home with me and your father today.” She smiled warmly. It had been a long and challenging journey, but now their little fighter was finally strong enough to leave the hospital.
Gently stroking Ruth's tiny hand, Sarah whispered, “No more hospital rooms, no more beeping machines. Just you, me, and Daddy, all together,” she spoke with determination. “I can’t wait for you to see your nursery. It has the cutest little crib, a rocking chair for me to read to you, and a bookshelf already filled with books I know you’re going to love.”
She turned her head at the sound of the door opening, just as Aaron walked through. “Is everything in order now?” she asked, hopeful.
“Yup. We can go home.” He broke out in an infectious grin that Sarah mirrored.
“Hear that, sweetie?” she nuzzled her daughter. “It’s time to go home.”
Aaron set the papers down and brought Sarah to his chest, hugging his family. “I love you,” he professed as he pulled back and affectionately stared at her.
Sarah cupped Aaron’s face, her heart overflowing with gratitude. She leaned in and kissed him tenderly, their connection deepening in that simple moment. “You've been my rock, Aaron. I don’t know how I would've made it through without you standing by me throughout all of this. I love you more than words can express.”
“There’s no chance of me ever leaving your side, Sarah. We’re in this together for the long haul. Okay, Sarah?” he assured her.
Sarah smiled tenderly. “Okay.”
With a smile, Aaron tucked one of her loose strands behind her ear before leaning down to place a gentle kiss against Ruth’s small head. “Ready to go?” he asked Sarah.
Sarah nodded, a mix of excitement and apprehension coursing through her veins.
As they made their way to the car, Aaron expertly secured the baby seat in the back. Sarah settled into the front seat, her heart pounding with a wide range of emotions. She looked over at Aaron, his smile filled with love and determination.
With that, they drove away from the hospital, Sarah's eyes never leaving Ruth in the rearview mirror. A mix of joy and gratitude surged through her as they headed toward their home.
“Why’s dad’s car here?” Sarah asked with a raised brow at the sight of her father’s blue SUV parked in their driveway. “I thought he had a trip to Seattle.”
“Your dad and Nikki wanted to be here when you brought Ruth home,” Aaron explained. The two stepped out of the car, and Aaron unhooked the car seat.
“I want to hold her,” Sarah informed him, reaching down to unhook the seat belt securing Ruth. She raised her tiny body and placed the receiving blanket around her before bringing her close to her chest. Aaron retrieved the bags and started up the walkway with her following close behind.
Sarah’s heart skipped a beat as she entered the house, expecting a normal evening.
“Surprise!” A chorus of cheers and the soft flutter of pastel-colored streamers greeted her from her family and friends who stood before her. The living room, usually familiar and unassuming, had transformed into a cozy haven of celebration. Balloons in shades of pink, gold, and white danced along the ceiling, while banners proclaiming “Welcome Home, Baby Ruth” and “Sarah’s Post Baby Shower” adorned the walls. The air was suffused with the sweet scent of lilies and the soft undertones of vanilla, stemming from the array of candles meticulously placed around the room.
Sarah's heart swelled as her eyes swept across the room, taking in the faces of her father, Nikki, Amy, and the others. Emotions surged within her, a delightful storm of happiness and disbelief.
She turned to Aaron. “How did you…when did you…”
Aaron smiled knowingly. “I’ll tell you in a bit. In the meantime, this is all for you, and you deserve it,” he told her, placing a kiss against her temple before moving to put the car seat and bags away.
“Dad!” she exclaimed as Paul came over and wrapped her up in his arms, careful not to hug her too tight so as not to squish the baby in her hands.
“Hey, baby girl.” He smiled at her. “It’s about time you brought home my grandbaby.” He looked down at Ruth affectionately.
Sarah chuckled. “I’m sure if Ruth could talk, she would agree with you.”
Nikki, with her warm smile and eyes sparkling with affection, stepped forward. “Welcome home, sweet Ruth,” she cooed, leaning in to plant a gentle kiss on the baby's forehead.
“I thought you guys were in Seattle.”
“We wouldn’t miss this for the world, pumpkin,” Paul said, his voice thick with emotion.
Sarah glanced at Aaron, who was watching the exchange with a soft smile.
Amy was next, her arms wide and ready. “Did you think we’d miss out on celebrating my goddaughter getting to come home?” she teased, hugging Sarah before gently placing a finger in Ruth’s tiny grasp. “Hi, Ruth. This is your aunt, Amy. We haven’t officially met yet, but I did speak to you over the phone,” she said, smiling lovingly at the baby.
“Ooh, look at that smile.” Sarah looked at her daughter before looking back at Amy with a smile. “She really likes you,” she determined.
“Of course, I’m her aunt,” Amy spoke matter-of-factly. “Her really fun aunt.”
Sarah chuckled at this. More people came to greet her and marvel at how beautiful Baby Ruth was.
As the room filled with laughter and chatter, Aaron leaned in close to Sarah, his voice a soft whisper. “Remember those months when you thought I was keeping something from you?”
Sarah turned to him, waiting for him to finish.
“The big secret was this, love. Amy was helping me plan the shower, but Ruth had other plans.” He looked down at their daughter, who was now curled up in the crook of his arms.
“I’m sorry I ever doubted you,” Sarah spoke sheepishly.
“It’s okay. You were going through a lot because of how hard the pregnancy was and what was happening to your patient. I didn’t realize how affected you were, but I’m happy to be able to put a smile back on your face.”
Sarah leaned over to kiss him.
“Ahem.” The two broke apart to see Amy standing before them, her expression expectant. “As the guests of honor, we prepared a place of honor for you and Ruth. Follow me.”
Overwhelmed, Sarah could only nod, her throat too tight to speak. She was ushered to a plush armchair, a veritable throne, with Ruth cradled in her arms. One by one, friends and family shared heartfelt speeches, their words weaving a tapestry of love around the new mother and child.
The games began, a delightful series of pregnancy-related challenges that brought forth peals of laughter and playful competition. They guessed baby Ruth's weight and played “pin the diaper on the baby” with comical inaccuracy.
Then came the cake, a masterpiece of confectionery art brought out by Amy. It was a two-tiered delight with white-and-pink frosting adorned with delicate sugar flowers. Sarah's eyes shimmered with unshed tears.
“I can't thank you all enough,” Sarah said, rising to her feet, her voice steady but filled with emotion. “This… this is more than I could have ever hoped for. I am thankful to have people like you in my life.”
As the evening grew late and the last of the visitors departed, Sarah found herself alone in Ruth's nursery, tenderly cradling her in her arms as she fed her. With a gentle sway, she rocked back and forth in the chair, creating a soothing rhythm that enveloped the room in a sense of calm and tranquility.
“You’re the best thing that has happened to me,” she whispered affectionately, gazing into her daughter’s light-blue eyes as she suckled on the bottle of milk. “I promise I will love you with all my heart forever.” How had she gotten so lucky?
“Hey there.” Sarah lifted her eyes to find Aaron standing in the doorway, his expression filled with love and admiration as he watched the tender moment between mother and daughter.
“Hey,” she replied softly, her voice filled with warmth.
“I've set up the bassinet next to the bed. I'm going to take a quick shower so I can watch her while you shower,” he informed her, a gentle smile playing on his lips.
“Okay.” Sarah nodded, her heart brimming with gratitude for his thoughtfulness. “Aaron…”
Turning back to face her, Aaron’s gaze was filled with curiosity and concern. “Yes, Sarah? What is it?”
“I just…” How could she put what she was feeling in words? “I know I’ve said it before, and maybe it’s my emotions and the party, but I want to thank you for being here, for being such an incredible partner and father to Ruth,” Sarah expressed, her eyes welling up with emotion. “You are incredible, Aaron Sangster, and I love you very much.”
Aaron’s eyes softened. Walking over to her, he reached out to gently touch her hand. “Sarah, you don't have to thank me for anything. I love you both more than words can express. We’re doing this together, every step of the way. I plan on spending the rest of my life showing you just how much I love you.”
Tears of gratitude streamed down Sarah’s cheeks as she leaned forward to embrace him, feeling overwhelmed with love and appreciation for the family they had created together. Aaron leaned down and kissed her tenderly.
That night, wrapped in her fiancé’s arm with their daughter less than a foot away, Sarah dreamed of standing on a beach.
The gentle lull of the waves and the salty breeze whispering through her hair felt so calming. She closed her eyes, listening to the waves crashing against the shore.
“Sarah!”
The voice was a soft melody that seemed to be carried to her on the sea breeze. She turned toward the sound, her heart catching in her throat. There, standing at the water’s edge where the waves kissed the sand with foamy lips, stood Sienna. The moonlight shimmered around her, making her seem almost ethereal.
“Sienna?” Sarah’s voice was a mix of disbelief and longing. The young girl beckoned to her with a tender smile, her once-bald head now adorned with delicate blond curls that framed her face like a halo.
“Come closer, Sarah,” Sienna urged, her voice gentle.
Sarah hesitated. “I can’t," she spoke barely above a whisper. “The last time I tried to get to you, I couldn't... You were always just out of reach.”
Sienna’s laughter was like the tinkling of wind chimes. “It's okay. You'll make it this time. I promise.”
With a deep breath, Sarah stepped forward, the sand cool under her feet. With each step, Sienna’s image remained clear and unwavering, and Sarah felt a surge of hope. This time, she reached the young girl, and they embraced, Sarah's arms wrapping around Sienna in a hug that felt like coming home.
“You're so beautiful,” Sarah said, tears brimming in her eyes as she pulled back to look at the young girl whose vibrancy had been restored.
“Thank you,” Sienna replied, her eyes shining with an inner light. “I want you to know that I’m at peace now. I’m where everything is bright and full of love.”
Sienna’s gaze softened as she continued, “I saw Ruth. She's beautiful, just like you.”
Sarah’s heart swelled with emotion. “You saw Ruth?”
Sienna nodded, her smile warm. “Yes, and she’s perfect, Sarah. You don’t have to worry about me anymore. I’m okay. What's important now is that you take the best care of Ruth and live a happy life.”
With a final squeeze of her hand, Sienna began to fade, her form dissolving into the surrounding light like mist in the morning sun. “Remember to love and cherish every moment, Sarah. Goodbye…”
“Goodbye, Sienna,” Sarah whispered.
As the dream began to ebb away, Sarah’s eyes fluttered open, and she was once again wrapped in the warmth of her fiancé’s arm, their daughter sleeping serenely nearby. Tears streamed down her cheeks—tears of grief, relief, and love.
Aaron, sensing her movements, woke with concern etched in his face. “Sarah, what’s wrong? Is everything okay?”
She turned to look at him, her eyes glistening in the faint light of dawn that was beginning to seep through the curtains. “It is now,” she said with a soft, heartfelt conviction. And as she hugged him, her arms held a new strength, a new purpose.
Chapter Twenty-Five
The crisp sea breeze wafted through Henry Hollow Dog Park on Camano Island, carrying with it the scent of pine and the distant briny tang of the ocean. It was a day when the sun played hide-and-seek amongst fluffy clouds, casting a soft, diffused light that seemed to make the green of the grass and the blue of the sky pop in vibrant contrast.
Amidst the bustling preparations for Adopt a Pet Day, Blake stood with a sense of purposeful anticipation. She adjusted the hem of her light jacket, a practical choice for the Pacific Northwest's unpredictable spring weather. Her gaze swept across the park, taking in the colorful booths and the wagging tails of hopeful dogs, each one longing for a forever home.
Reed, his demeanor a blend of earnestness and leadership, cleared his throat, drawing the attention of the volunteers from the Humane Society. Trish, his right-hand woman, stood by his side, her eyes reflecting the same dedication to the cause.
"Everyone, I just want to take a moment to express my deepest thanks," Reed began, his voice carrying over the hum of activity. "Today wouldn't be possible without your hard work and passion. And Blake"—he turned, his smile inclusive and warm—"we're especially grateful to have you here. Not just as our new vet, but as a voice of guidance for the families who'll be welcoming these pets into their homes."
Blake's cheeks flushed with a mix of pride and shyness as she gave a grateful smile, nodding her acknowledgment. "I'm just happy to help," she said, her voice soft but sincere. "These animals deserve the best chance at a new life, and I'm here to ensure they get it."
As Reed and Trish moved on to finalize the last details, Ken approached Blake's booth, his hands tucked casually into the pockets of his jeans. The corners of his eyes crinkled in a smile as he offered his assistance.
"Need any help setting up, Dr. Blake?" Ken teased lightly, his tone suggesting the easy familiarity that had blossomed between them.
Blake felt a flutter in her chest, a mixture of excitement and nerves she couldn't entirely attribute to the event. "That'd be great, thanks, Ken." She handed him a stack of informational pamphlets, their pages crisp and waiting to be imparted with knowledge to new pet owners.
As they worked side by side, a comfortable silence settled between them, punctuated only by the occasional laugh or shared glance. Blake found herself caught in the gravity of Ken's presence, the way his hands moved with careful attention as he arranged the materials on the table, the gentle timbre of his voice when he spoke.

